近排情緒有D低落,好似事事都不如意咁.返工又提唔起勁,放工又唔想返屋企,但係好掛住個仔,無奈都係要返架啦!堅堅又事事都頂撞我,我覺得好煩呀!我都有諗過係咩原因架,可能係:
好想返柴灣,因為歌度係我屋企,鐘意點就點,落街行下又方面;係長洲無乜地方好去(因為天氣唔好掛);我地間房真係好細,成日都無位擠野,日又汁,夜又汁,汁黎汁去都係咁,打破唔到一個悶局,覺得好厭悶.總之就係唔係好想留係度啦,真係無乜歸屬感,個人都坐唔定既,一靜落黎就想離開,去太婆到、去四嬸到,去邊度都好,就係唔想留係度;其實我都唔知點解!
雖然係狗竇,但係話晒都係我屋企!

天氣好濕熱,呀仔D皮膚又出疹,好戥佢辛苦因為勁痕;比人揍就係咁架啦,有咩都唔出得聲(其實我都知呀嫲係鍚個孫仔既,但係有時我都要發洩吓),有乜理由30度都仲著兩件衫,攪到個背脊起晒汗疹架,有乜理由用咁小餸黎煮飯仔架,佢唔食都可以理解啦!有乜理由你比野佢食又得,我比小小野佢食又係度比說話我聽呀,成日要控制住個仔食幾多野,食完奶又唔可以食麵包,食完飯點解可以食雪樣呢;我已經唔係好滿意架啦,堅堅仲成日係耳邊煩,叫我唔好比li樣呀歌樣呀佢食,我心諗我咁多不滿都無正面話過你屋企人,我叫你出聲你又唔出聲,倒番轉頭又黎煩我,我境崖高既時候都可以當佢唱歌,境崖低既時候我就係咁架啦!壓力保都會爆炸啦!
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